Headache

Finally the weekend has arrivied. I survived another week alone.

I have had a headache all afternoon...its sore..it hurts above and below my eyes..like my cheeks are numb. weird. I think i know why though...i gave up coffee today..i didn't drink alot of it in the first place but i just did it to see if i could and also to save money..it all adds up. so that was the first thing that probably gave me the headache. another is probably cause of one of my contacts (yep i got contacts.) it was bothering me all day and stupid me didn't take any solution or anything with me today so i couldn't take it out or anything..just in case. but i took those out as soon as i walked in the door this evening but my head is still pounding..could also be from looking at a computer screen all day then again all night..and staying up late the last few nights....so i shouldn't complain cause i know excatly what factors are causing it.....but it HURTS!!

Dummygump is a pig! (actually he is a bidgie but he eats like a pig) he must be a luddington

Speaking of eating..i could really go for some food right now...i may bee little but i can outeat anyone...especially if it includes chocolate and peanutbutter. (piecie is still alive..2&1/2 years)

Well tonight is the last of L's night shifts so she'll be working a daytime schedule now with weekends off...ahhhh, so nice to have a job like that.

Not much going on tonight..already in my comfy clothes so i'm going no where tonight...tomorrow maybe do some xmas shopping and i was hoping to play some football but we'll see what everyone else is doing and then tomorrow night we're all going down to the Parade of Lights (its kinda a tradition now...freezing our butts off to see a parade...how old are we?) then out for some grub and probably to the casino and back home about 11pm...wow we are so old.

Kansas City plays on monday night this week against new england..i hate to say this but i don't think kc has much of a shot at the superbowl this year..they didn't do to well so far. I hope i can stay awake and watch it..but will probably be asleep in the first quater..maybe i'll tape it.

GO CHEIFS GO!!!

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm a schizophrcenic
And so am I

WoW- Tough times never last, though people do. - Robert Schuller

DECISIONS

I have a decision to make by monday morning.

I was asked into the office this morning by the boss and he offered me a different position in the office that they are hiring for. Now I would make the same amount of pay but I would do different stuff. The big decision is do I want to lose my freedom. The reason I say this is because although the job would be more challenging for me and I would get to learn more stuff...if I took this position I wouldn't get to go to customs like 50 times a day (or so they think I'm going to customs...mostly in the summer i just go for a stroll..take the long way to and from customs...also I love the customs officiers and i wouldn't get to hang with them anymore), and I wouldn't get to flirt with all the couriers (especially those purolator men) and also my desk would be around everyone elses and I wouldn't have as much privicey anymore as I do over at my reception desk (where no one can see me emailing all day) and also before today I was seriously considering leaving the company...(still might cause thats what i'm doing tonight..looking on the job sites), and with this position you have the boss over your shoulder all the time (at least the last guy did). So thats what I have to think about this weekend.

I feel its time for a change.

What did the Atlantic Ocean say to the Pacific Ocean?
Nothing..it just waved.

WoW- If your ship doesn't come in, swim out to it.

I miss my guy.

MONEY OR HAPPINESS??

%$#@&^$ what did I just say? I was wondering today whoever made up those symbols to mean those words. You can put in any symbol and people will know what it means...is it universal? i mean whose to say that % mean "f" or @ means "o"? noone...its just one of those things that for some reason everyone knows what it means.( or maybe i have no idea because i never use these things and i'm totally wrong and a symbol does in fact stand for a letter....anyway that was just running thru my head today)

I had a huge discussion early this morning about money and happiness (kinda too early in the morning for it) but i pose the question....if you were rich and had lots of money would you be happy? and does money really buy happiness? Heres my opinion. I figure that if you weren't happy with yourself in the beginning then all the money in the world wouldn't make you any happier deep, deep down...money helps with stuff and we all need it to surivie and the more the merrier, but in the end it doesn't buy happiness...but hey, thats just my opinion.

Kate if your reading this, did you shave your head yet?

Mary, are you feeling any better?

Not much going on today with me. people at work still bother me, I'm considering applying at curves cause they are looking for someone full time and I love it there. I have been applying to jobs around HRM for the last few weeks and I figure that if there is one out there that I'm surposed to be at then it'll happen for me. I've meet alot of people thru Livingston and I'm very grateful for that but I'm just not fond of some people there...another question...has anyone ever left their job because they didn't like the work or because of other people? I think all mine have been because of other people..management espcially. But hey how do they expect you to stay and work for them if they don't know how to manage? I mean, really?

I think one of my friends in Frederiction is falling in love.....

Love....yuck!! (still a little perterbed about the last relationship) but for those of you who have found the real thing...congratulations!!!

Why do some people (like a few of my friends) meet a guy and its their first boyfriend and they get married while i go thru boyfriend after boyfriend after boyfriend (no i'm not a @$%# (what did i say there?) and still not find the right guy?

Well its getting way past my bedtime, i mean it is 10:30pm...

I know we all would like both and we can have it ..but if you had to choose whould you choose money or happiness? just curious.

There were two politicans (sp?) and they went hunting, and they thought they were doing good because they found some tracks. they followed the tracks, till they got hit by a train.

WOW- The man who removes a mountain, begins by carrying small stones - William Faulkner.

they think i'm working

Well I was going to start this at work but I just got way too busy..imagine that.
I was on the bus this morning and I sat with a lady who kept nodding off and falling into me. had to elbow her a few times then she was nodding forward and i thought she was gonna smash her face on the bar on the seat in front of us. When I sit with someone who is falling asleep I feel that its my responsibility to wake them up every stop just in case that stop is theirs and they miss it...but hey shouldn't be falling asleep on the bus anyway..on the couch watching TV yeh. but not on the bus.
So anyway about that storm or whatever it was this weekend. A certain office queen didn't make it into work cause she was stuck at her cottege cause of the snow. WHATEVER!!! Matt was down that way and he made it home in his tiberon and falon was down the other way in lunenburg and she made it home in her little jetta but j---- couldn't make it home in her 4x4 with a plow? i was a little upset..she makes me so mad.
Well went to the gym at lunch today and I could hardly do anything (still recovering from those 4 chocolate bars and christmas carmel chocolates and some cliffy toes that I ate ALL weekend) anyway i made it thru the workout and my legs were wobbley walking back to work. Will i ever learn?
I got back from lunch and GUESS WHAT?!? yep J---- made it into work afterall. Maricle. Well the afternoon was going ok and then she got on my nerves with the whole bossey stuff and made me feel like this (i'm making a motion with my hand) big. I was thinking GO BACK TO THE COTTEGE!!!!!!!!!
Do people make other people feel bad just to make themselves feel good?
Well now its nighttime and I'm home. Just finished supper of steak and kraft dinner (gonna make rice and stuff but i was just way to hungrey) now i'm having some yogurt which i have a bunch left that has to be eaten by tomorrow at the latest so i'm trying to gobble that down....OR.. i could eat old yogurt in a few days like my friend Notorious G.I.G to see if it makes me sick so I could call in to work...I CAN'T BELEIVE YOU DID THAT!

What did the fish say when he hit a concrete wall?
"Dam"

Always remember that - The promised land always lies on the other side of a Wilderness.-Havelock Ellis

another long day

Well back to work tomorrow its been another long day of nothing to do except watch some movies and work on my blanket..at this rate it'll be done tonight. also watched some football..but not kc cause it wasn't on my channel..it never is. whats up with that. last i checked they were down 27-20 with only 5 minutes left..but they can do alot in 5.
Sabrina stayed lastnight..she left at 9 and got to town at 2..road were bad. should have only been a 2 hour drive. main thing is she made it safely. also matt made it back to joni safe and sound.i can actually see what i'm writing now. thats fantastic.
talked to my friend mary lastnight. shes in calgary. she told me some new stories and sent me pictures. nice talking to you and thanks.
just thinking about christmas this year..another one boyfriendless?? probably. i thought i found the perfect guy for me but he thought otherwise.. who knows........